dream: i see my hands

had a long rambling dream last night. the most significant part to me now is that in the middle, i wondered if i was dreaming. everything seemed so real. i just couldn't tell.

then i remembered to look at my hands. yep, they were my hands.

i looked away from them and then looked back. they had changed shape, and a finger was missing.

confirmation i was dreaming, aware in the world of dream physics. much more is possible in dreaming reality and "matter" isn't as stable.

i played with that a little (no, i didn't fly or have sex with a movie star). i found i could definitely have some "conscious" influence, but i didn't have a clear, focused intent in the dream to make anything amazing happen.

mostly i just looked more closely at everything, feeling full of curiosity and wonder, in a kind of a slow, deep, appreciative, savoring awareness, as in "i'm clear that i am dreaming, and i am awake in this dream, and just experiencing this fully is what i want to do."

stay tuned for more whatever!